Oct 29, 2011 22:31
so i'm 22 and recently went through a harsh breakup with my 4 year old son's dad and my best friend of 8 years. yeah, i'm kinda hurtin. but i'm moving on rather quickly, by myself, and it feels fucking great. i'm going through a huge personal rediscovery phase of who i am, where i want to be and what we really need. my kid is hands down the most important part of my life and cause of that, it's been harder to move on and restart my life but i'm glad we're doing it. i won't lie though my life is pretty much a shitstorm and my life can be so nuts, it's almost unbelivable. i'm hoping to go to college next semester for two degrees - accounting and architecture. until then, my time is occupied with my awesome kid, being an awkward undecided loser about every boy who wants to holler at me, and trying to not pull my hair out at living with my parents again. i'm kind of like those middle aged divorcees with those rebellious angry teenaged kids that hate you cause you got divorced and divorcee just wants to blow their faces off... except my kid is 4, still can't comprehend the level of blown our lives were and i'm 22 and i'm a horny mess instead of insanely depressed. basically i'm starting my entire life over with the exception of my kid and i'm pretty stoked to see where it leads us.
i have minor rules about adding: nobody under 18, no sex journals, no drug or alcohol abusers, no hardcore whiners, no journals with tons of memes/twitter posts or whatever, and update at least a couple of times a month. i just hate adding people, realize they're irritating as hell and then having to delete them.