its ironic that i'm eating alligator today
So much... to do, to pay, to say, to think, to write, to forget, to read, to watch, to get, to ignore, to calculate, to smoke, to drink, to dance, to dream, to call, to sing, to celebrate, to numb, to void, to listen, to light, to make, to teach, to learn, to please, to charge, to save, to change, to wave, to explode... I'm insane, but that's between me and my mind.
Am I like my nose? I wonder...
I need a distraction.
It just seems to be that time of year... when everything seems overtly complicated. But really its all just that simple. The fact doesn't bother me in the slightest... its my own mind that pisses me off. I hate when I understand but don't seem to comprehend... it never makes much sense to me how that happens. It's like I'm taking a test and the answer is right in front of me, word for word, but I mark another answer. Its as if I were self destructive... but that couldn't be, seeing as I think alright of myself and perform other functions to better myself and my situation. And although I can seem it some of the time, I'm no idiot.
Its like erosion.
Other than that everything's shiny. ^_^ This weekend was very odd in arrangement and state, and not at all what I expected, but an entertaining one it happened to be.
Am I like my nose? I wonder...
I need a distraction.
It just seems to be that time of year... when everything seems overtly complicated. But really its all just that simple. The fact doesn't bother me in the slightest... its my own mind that pisses me off. I hate when I understand but don't seem to comprehend... it never makes much sense to me how that happens. It's like I'm taking a test and the answer is right in front of me, word for word, but I mark another answer. Its as if I were self destructive... but that couldn't be, seeing as I think alright of myself and perform other functions to better myself and my situation. And although I can seem it some of the time, I'm no idiot.
Its like erosion.
Other than that everything's shiny. ^_^ This weekend was very odd in arrangement and state, and not at all what I expected, but an entertaining one it happened to be.