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So yea... things kinda suck right now. Matt's angry at me coz I'm upset at the fact he's spending the night at his ex-girlfriends house. But I think I have the right to be upset. *sighs*
I really don't know know what to do with myself. So I'm sitting on our bed typing this. Thankfully I have Carlton. He's one of my flatmates thats like the male equivilant of me. Both Capricorns, both bisexual, both bipolar, same outlook on life, same interests.... and we can pretty much read eachothers minds. We both do the same kinda stuff to deal with our issues, so he's the only one understanding me at the moment. I went for a random drive, ended up in Hastings, so I bought coffee at Wild Bean Cafe, went and sat at the beach for a bit, then drove home. Now I'm isolating myself in my room. He's the only one I can handle being around at the moment.
I love Matt so much. I don't know why he insists on hurting me so much. If only he understood how I feel and why. Tomorrow is our 2mth anniversary. I really want to be with him. But he's gone to her house. All because she was sending him stupid txts making him feel sorry for her. Bitch.
I really don't know know what to do with myself. So I'm sitting on our bed typing this. Thankfully I have Carlton. He's one of my flatmates thats like the male equivilant of me. Both Capricorns, both bisexual, both bipolar, same outlook on life, same interests.... and we can pretty much read eachothers minds. We both do the same kinda stuff to deal with our issues, so he's the only one understanding me at the moment. I went for a random drive, ended up in Hastings, so I bought coffee at Wild Bean Cafe, went and sat at the beach for a bit, then drove home. Now I'm isolating myself in my room. He's the only one I can handle being around at the moment.
I love Matt so much. I don't know why he insists on hurting me so much. If only he understood how I feel and why. Tomorrow is our 2mth anniversary. I really want to be with him. But he's gone to her house. All because she was sending him stupid txts making him feel sorry for her. Bitch.