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You know what?? I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of lying, being lied to, being used, loneliness, depression, hypomania, insomnia, being manipulated, failing..... I just want something to go right for a change. I need something different. Everyone around me is moving on, but I'm just staying in the same place. I'm sick of it. I want freedom, happiness, simplicity.... I hate having to struggle with everything. I feel so abandoned and alone. Nobody cares. They say they do, but they don't really. If they did they'd be here. *throws things* Why can't things work out right for me for a change?? I need something to silence my mind.