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I'm home sick because of my stupid coughing fits. I better not have TB or whatever maggie decided to freak me out wiht yesterday. so i just talked to laura on the phone and had to say goodbye. i dont know what i am supposed to do without her. we literally talk on the phone every night for like an hour or more. and i just said goodbye to anya- chem class will be hard to survive without her. and i said goodbye to katherin yesterday. things do not seem to be going my way lately. and not to mention chessy stayed home sick from school today except i dont think shes sick according to her lj its because of me. she shouldnt have done that because i feel guilty but its not my fault about what happened on the retreat. and it's amazing that all those ppl at church cant figure out what the crap they all did wrong. i mean i told my best friend laura wat happened and she was like r u kidding me? and these guys are christians? yet they dont all seem to see that. the worst part was that 3 of my good friends from church chessy chrissy and becky werent there and didnt care at all. and they all went along with the rest of them and ppl @ church think i did something wrong- whatever i dont need them cause i have other friends who do understand wat the word friend means. oh for all those who dont know i'm taking a break from the church. i know amazing guys isnt it. good christian girl is leaving. haha. so i will be more available to hang out with you all! i will probably be going back eventually because of my parents but ya never know. so my hot chocolate is ready so im gonna go. if any of the ppl leaving for spain today read this have tons of fun and i'll miss you guys tons.
peace out xoxoxox.
peace out xoxoxox.