(no subject)
I hate thinking, and i hate emotions...and i hate thinking about my emotions.why do people have to think about every thing, contemplating every little detail of their lives. i hate thinking about what's going to happen in the future, like who will i marry, what will i do for a career, where will i live....i dont know...is everybody like this, or is it just me? maybe i'm all weird and whacked out. i 99 percent always satisfied with everything i do, and the other 1 percent is the part of me that wonders "what if". like... what if i wasn't with mike, who would i be without him... and the one that almost always gets me... what if i chose someone else, what would life be like... there's a lot of what ifs... i think i just need to stop thinking and enjoy life for what it is...for what it is now...dammit. goodnight.