Masquerade - Crumbling [Series]

[addierabudabu]

Title: Masquerade - Crumbling (AO3)
Pairing: Juntoshi/Yama
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Summary: His father told him that love eventually happened. But no one told Satoshi how much he had to struggle to make it happen, or if it really was going to happen after all.
Disclaimer: I'd never be able to own them, they're Johnny's

Comments

[lilly0]

Oh my... the feels in this! O_O I'm not sure who to feel the most sorry for. Probably Jun. Because Satoshi's father basically hated and sabotaged him (the phone call... UGH) and HIS BEST FRIEND Sho stole the guy he loved (knowing that there was more between them) And on top of that he is all alone (there needs to be a hot guy around to make him happy ><) And then Satoshi... ugh, being forced into marriage, against his will. How horrible >< I'm wondering how this will end. At the moment all of them seem to be unhappy and it's so freaking sad. Is there going to be a solution for all of them?

Edit: This story made me think a lot (Kudos to you, addie!!!!) and I realized I'm mad at Sho a bit. No matter how pure his love his, he was really shady in the way he snatched Satoshi and how he acted as a best friend. If I was Jun, I guess I would just seriously stop any contact with both of them, because obviously as a friend I couldn't forgive Sho, and reality is: they are married now and after Satoshi told him he is happy for Jun's marriage (had to hurt to hear that O_o), I wonder if there is a way to go back together. Because no matter how and why, Satoshi chose Sho to marry. Maybe Jun should just leave for real and can find someone else on his way (like Nino - he is definitely able to take a challenge. Or Aiba with his super-kind heart <3)

OMG, I'm getting emotionally too invested in this *lol* It's a fanfic, a fanfic, a fanfic - but it still makes me ponder and think so much. Good job, addie. This has so many feels!!

[addierabudabu]

Tbh, at first I wanted to make Sho to be the kind and gentle guy he is, who's in love with Satoshi and love him in the right way. But then I kinda make him a bastard here, with how he steal Satoshi away using all the way he could. Maybe I just want to show that even Sho himself have a problem, that he wasnt as oblivious as people thought. Because sometimes, love is like that - it makes you do all the bad stuff no matter what a good guy you were. I think I just wanted to convey that, somehow XD

Anyway! The last chapter is up already! There, you can find my solution - but it's 'my' solution though, so it might not as satisfying XD

But thank you sooooo much for reading and commenting, lily-chaaan! I appreciated it a lot! <3<3<3