First Date
I had an awesome date tonight. It's really nice for something good to have happened in my life for once in a really long time, as opposed to something that just takes away something bad. We were going to get coffee but since it was so nice out I suggested we go to the park instead. We walked around for a few hours, got dinner, and saw a movie. Neither of us really wanted it to end, but after the movie was over (we saw the Source Code; you shouldn't) there wasn't really anywhere we could go that wasn't one of our places, not letting a guy know where I live is one of my unbreakable first date rules, and I don't think he wanted to press his luck (I totally would have gone home with him). He kissed me goodnight in my car when I dropped him off at his (having my own transportation is another first date rule of mine) and I didn't want him to get out, but I let him go. I really, really like this guy; I don't want to seem clingy or discardable. I haven't liked anyone this much since Jason, and I was with John for a year and a half since then, so this is big for me. I don't want to screw it up.