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What the hell.
I'm tired
of being collected and strong, while everyone else gets to break down.
I'm tired
of people not sticking up for friends, and being hypocritical.
I'm tired
of people talking down to me.
I'm tired
of people thinking they know me.
Guess what?
I have held in my hurt and anger for a while now. Yay for exploding Meg time. I've put up a good face for months. I lie to my real life friends who can see the strain in my eyes, and hide my poor health state (even though she is catching on) from my mother. Where am I? Where the hell did I go? And why- 4 days into the new year- am I having a break down? This is suppose to my year, my TIME to turn around all the bull shit I went through last year.
Marshall, I worked on my anger. I did. Or so I thought. But all I did was learn to hold it in longer.
One little thing can set it off.....
I mean, are people really that dense to think that I really share 20% of what I am feeling to anyone? I'm not allowed to share that much. So thus people just assume that I am really upset about one tiny thing? Is anyone really upset over one LITTLE thing?
Just seriously.... whatever you think about me, trust me. Its wrong.
And telling me I am wrong for my beliefs? yeah. Thats really sweet.
What the hell.
I'm tired
of being collected and strong, while everyone else gets to break down.
I'm tired
of people not sticking up for friends, and being hypocritical.
I'm tired
of people talking down to me.
I'm tired
of people thinking they know me.
Guess what?
I have held in my hurt and anger for a while now. Yay for exploding Meg time. I've put up a good face for months. I lie to my real life friends who can see the strain in my eyes, and hide my poor health state (even though she is catching on) from my mother. Where am I? Where the hell did I go? And why- 4 days into the new year- am I having a break down? This is suppose to my year, my TIME to turn around all the bull shit I went through last year.
Marshall, I worked on my anger. I did. Or so I thought. But all I did was learn to hold it in longer.
One little thing can set it off.....
I mean, are people really that dense to think that I really share 20% of what I am feeling to anyone? I'm not allowed to share that much. So thus people just assume that I am really upset about one tiny thing? Is anyone really upset over one LITTLE thing?
Just seriously.... whatever you think about me, trust me. Its wrong.
And telling me I am wrong for my beliefs? yeah. Thats really sweet.