and then she uses the razor.
best friends are always suppose to be there for you and atleast listen to you when ur trying to talk to them. im loosing friends by the day. i dont kno why im so pissed off. maybe cuz u said you would always be there for me! and now ur throwing it all away.
--WHY WONT YOU LISTEN TO ME? im gonna be honest with you. you have changed, ever since you started with her again (im not blaming her for it either) you're such an ass hole. the old boy i knew was so much nicer and actually cared wat his friends thought. why did you change. why do you have to be so damn mean!? what did anyone do to you for you to be so mean. you're a hipocrit! lets get mad at someone for dancing with ur ex girlfriend who you still liked. YOU JUST DID THE SAME THING BUT WENT OUT WITH HER. thats so mean. we used to be such good friends, you've completely changed. i guess this is how you really are. i dont want to lose you as a friend. you were one of my BEST FRIENDS. i could tell you nething. now i feel like i cant even tell you anything. and if this is how you really are i dont want to be friends anymore. you act like you dont care that everyone is against you. my god why wont you just talk to people. but fuck it. i dont even kno why im writing this. you dont give a shit about anyone but urself. you put me through hell for a whole damn year and you still are! and no matter what i was always your friend. i never stayed mad at you for more than a day. i was so stupid. you treated me like shit. you made me so sad and you made me feel like a retard. i dont even kno how i could like someone so damn selfish. sooner or later you will relize that ur losing all of your friends over this and then you'll wanna come back to them and then they wont be there for you. your all talk and you're a BULLSHITTER! i dont even kno why i care so much. ahh this is pointless.
so sick of everything.
the razor touches her wrist.