so sick of this place...
well vacation started and its already gay. i didnt go to the dance cuz i wasnt in the mood to be social cuz pple suck and are desperate. i've been in a pissed off mood lately. i've been thinking alot too, just about life and how good it can be one minute and then how fucked up it could be the next. I hate it wen people think they have bad lives cuz their parents fight or yell at them or dont give them something. that is NOTHING at all compared to what some people go through. im not trying to give my self attention in anyway...cuz i KNOW a lot of people have a much worse life then me. in a way i am actually lucky that i have an aunt that loves me so much. lol
last night i was on the phone with jessica alot. we talked about alot. it was better than the dance.
i really miss my dad. he was the best like literally everything u wanted in a dad. yeah he messed up alot, but no matter what he always wanted me to be okay. this may sound stupid, but he was one of my best friend. it just sucks that i didnt get to see him at all b4 he died.
well im out...i might go to jessicas later if her mom and dad change their minds...hopefully they will...
x3kitty