u never lose by loving someone.. u only lose by holding back.
yea well its wednesday night - the official start to my week and a half vacation. woohoo. i got my weekly shit signed and supposivly im supposed to be off restriction, but my dads being an ass so the odds of it happening right away - are slim. i really wanted to hang out with mike tonight ;\ shit this sucks my ass hole. yea <^> heh. alritey well today me and jess went in early to bring in stuff for our spanish thingy, so after that we walked to the deli. chris made us buy him eclipse gum. we took his 3 bucks and ran. it was so fucking funny he was soo pissed. but i got him in a good mood cuz i skipped or something? lol i dont even know that kids an odd one. then we met up with pat and he made us walk with him to the deli again. we got halfway there and i convinced him that the bell rang so we like ran back lmao. i almost pissed my pants i was laughing so hard lol. then we hung out with jimmy afterwards and he was in this really gay mood that made me want to hit him. he thinks i like pat so he gets that way when we're all together. yea too bad i dont like him u fucking loser. lol yea.. so school was cool [yay i rhymed] - mr alfani was absent so we had a sub in the computer lab, but we still had that annoying voice guy. o man it was worse today. me n jess were like "omg shut up" lol. science was fun it was basically a free period, me and luis kept writing notes back and forth and we were trying to rhyme or something and his were all good ones and mine were all retarted and about shit i guess? lol thats what he said anyway. heh. yea the day went by so fast though - we even had a 15 minute early release because of a practice bomb drill or something? idk - they just said that all new york schools are doing it. so ugh i guess we're playing along. heh. probably. so when i got home i called mike as usual. and blablabla all that good stuff. and here i am now bored as a fuck and i have nothing to do. mike just left me and i have no clue where he is? lol. he so cute - i love that kid. ;) anyways, im going to the mall tomoro with mi madre and maybe jess. i need new sneakers and i have a gift certificate to pacsun so im gunna get a bathing suit for the summer. i need to lose a couple pounds though lol. all ive been doing lately is eating a lot. my dad says im on a "seafood diet" in other words, see food and eat it. lmao. but seriously, im gunna have to do some running or something? lol. har har ;x i feel like watching a movie, i havent seen coyote ugly in a while so i might sit down and watch it. sucks to be bored and cant have anyone over. no one to cuddle with ;x heh. well im gunna do take a piss or something so ill write more later.. maybe.
- i picked off the beauty mark that was on my boob ;)
- .. you can get cancer from that ;x
- chris' nickname for me is baby rumpskins. har har
o yea i said i have to go - so byebye