youll never know how much you mean to me. theres only three words that describe it perfectly..
heh. well today was rather fun. me n jess went to the deli this morning before school and got our usual supply of bagels and hot chocolate. warmed me up too. yay. 1st pd was so funny - cj was using the drill press and im like jess grab his balls - cuz he always smacks my ass. and she punched him so fucking hard i was like 'i told you to squeeze them!' lmao he was almost in tears. i felt so bad. heh. yea so i had to go to the computer lab again with that guy whos voice pisses me off to no end. o man lol. his hair does too. i just want to take a pair of scissors and chop it off ;) chris sat next to me and kept playing michael jackson and bible music. it was soo funny. and he put blood all over the fucking mouse it was so nasty. that kid is so funny but ugh sorta disgusting? yea well, lunch was boring as usual, me n jess sat in the library with shane and jimmy and just talked basically the whole time. then i had science which was suprisingly fun - fortunatly. we played 8 ball bingo. i kept cheating though cuz i kept getting all the answers from tom. and i still didnt win ;x man o man. lol. 8th period wasnt that bad, i had to take a speaking test. i think i did pretty good considering i memorized it the period before. lol. spanish is not my best subject. ya so when i got home i called mike and we talked for like a half hour and blabla. then my mom left so i came online and i actually went on aol for once. im so used to this cable modem shit i just go on aim all the time. heh. timmy called me today. hurray - its about time. we got into a fight though but what else is new. weve drifted apart and we arent the same people we used to be. i new this was going to happen, so im not suprised. it still hurts though when i think about all that we had and all that could have been. but thats the past and i need to look forward. ill always love him though, and i want him to know that. i just want him to remember that he ws the first for me. and that no matter what ill always be there. thats all i need from him. alrighty, so yea - then my dad came home and he brought home kfc again lol. thats like 2 nights in a row. who cares its mm mm good ;) heh. so i've been sitting here for about two hours doing nothing but chatting away with my only friends jess and mike. har har ;x
- mike is on my aim sn and hes iming people saying 'roar im a tiger' <- weirdo
- jess is my ghetto queen baby oOo
- this song is so fucking good. same one as before go dl it.
- i noticed i havent used the mood or music thingys yet. i will though ;x
- tomoro is the last day untill vacation. hurray =]
yea well mommies gunna be gome soon. ill ugh write more later so stay tuned boys and girls. o yea and mike "wowie zowie books are fun, its what makes our motors run" lmao. love ya<3