Jan 26, 2011 20:29
I've been thinking about this for a little while...since the request meme at least, so more than a week...And I have come to one sad but inevitable conclusion. Except for (i hope) answering those challenges and a few other things...I don't see myself writing KyuChul a lot more. Unless they give my writerly brain more fodder soon. I've been looking at pics and I've been watching fancams but they are just too sneaky discreet for the little gremlins in my brain.
I am still convinced they are the SJ pairing of choice. I am still completely in love with KyuHyun and HeeChul as people. Right now I'm so freaking proud of HeeChul I could DIE, ...but...the writing just wont' come.
I've learned that you can't make yourself write what's not there. If there's no inspiration...it's just wooden and not nearly as entertaining either as a writer as a reader.
So, it looks like pairing wise this journal is gonna be mainly On/Tae all the time. With some Min/Key and Ho/Min thrown in occasionally.
This is your fair warning. I've already had one person unfriend me and I figure it was because I'm not writing KyuChul regularly any more. If anyone else wants to do that...do it now while I'm not likely to take it personally. I know it's really your "watch" list or whatever...but having someone unfriend me generally makes me sad...so...please do it now if you want to. I won't be mad..
Thank you for reading me and the fic I've already written is gonna stay there so...*big hugs*
ontae,
wtf me,
friends are good,
whining about writing,
haterz to the left,
shipping,
why me god,
why is fic so complicated