Sometimes I am seriously fail

[addicterated]

so....evidently the courts have ruled that Han Geng's contracts, all of them, are invalid with SME. Of course SME can appeal the decision but nevertheless it's a big step forward for him and

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[addicterated]

Yes, I think HeeChul tends to be um...I dunno whether it's shy or just...he is a bit off to the side in some respects, distant I guess. And Hangeng got right through that and I think in that respect HeeChul really needed Hangeng. I'm afraid of them splitting up too bb. I really think it would completely break my heart if they did. And HeeChul crying is about the saddest damn thing ever, it makes me cry.

[addicterated]

I couldn't even watch it, just breaks my heart :/

[k19a2i8m1]

I'm at a loss of words. /fail

all I can do is this = /hugs.

[addicterated]

aww *hugs up*

[cablackwood]

I have mixed feelings about this

I'm haapy that all of this is over and now Hangeng can move on and not have to worry about SME on his back anymore (although, I think once you leave SME, you'll always be looking over your shoulder *sighed your soul off to the devil*)
And I too wish him the happiness that apparently he couldn't find under them

but at the same time, I'm sad
Leeteuk's dream about being 13 again on stage can never happen now T_T
"I mean I doubt SME would want him in the same room with SJ much less on the same stage."
I agree with this 100% whole heartedly
This coming to an end (an end that I'm sure so many ELF's and suju fans are not happy with) makes it seem like the family is slowly breaking apart and just...*sighs* I don't know anymore :\

[addicterated]

I know sometimes it seems like SME is really code for blood sucking Mafia. LOL...and I already read that SME has stated they will appeal the decision so it's still not over. But...it just makes me so sad...for the idea that time is just breaking them up and people are interfering and then the whole Hangeng can probably never ever perform with them all again and just...makes me want to curl up and cry. :/

[cablackwood]

Yeah I read about that and I'm like "You guys arn't going to stop until you have his heart on silver plater, are you?"

I just think 2009/2010 was just not good years. Hangeng's lawsuit, Kangin's DUI and enlistment, Kibum being MIA, then we got Heechul's and Leeteuk's enlistments coming up....it just feels like its the end and that they're trying to hold on for all its worth, you know?

I feel kinda numb(?) at just thinking about all thats happened :(

[addicterated]

well it definitely seems sad and yeah they seem to be trying to hang on just to hang on, plus if hangeng wins that means jyj have more leverage and sme doesn't want that at all.

this is my heechul is emo icon.

[lady_hanaka]

*sighs* so much angst...and it isn't even the fun kind of fanfiction angst that you know will end in glorious smut

[addicterated]

You know, coming in on Super Junior only now, in a way it's really heartbreaking because they are all getting older and now the whole go to army issue is coming up for both LeeTeuk and HeeChul now and I don't know, whoever is next oldest, Yesung? is he even leadership material and it just makes me cry.

And I never really got a chance to know Hangeng but I've watched enough vids to see that he was close to my two obvious biases and needed by both of them and that makes him okay in my book even though I really wanted to hate him i Just really can't...And I just feel sad about how all of this is ...it really boils down to wondering if there ever really will be 13 on one stage again and being very sad that perhaps it won't. :/

/ramble

[lady_hanaka]

Yeah, Yesung is next in line. I have faith that he will try his hardest. He wants to be a good hyung. XD Whether or not he succeeds I have no idea. XP

Yeah...I wish that Leeteuk's dream could come true...he just wants all of them on one stage again...T_T

[addicterated]

hell i want it. Nothing would make me happier than to see them all together singing and laughing and acting silly. Nothing would make me happier than to see HeeChul smiling that smile he has for Hangeng and to see KyuHyun seem more relaxed when Hangeng is around.

Honestly I keep going back and rewatching some of their concert stuff just because it's so obvious if you pay attention, the difference in how they feel with and without him.

and yeah I think Yesung would try hard, for real. *Crosses fingers*

[lyuna]

That stupid fixation on numbers needs to stop anyway, imo. I'm just glad Geng is out of there.

[addicterated]

eh it's not the number so much it's just the idea that really if there was an opportunity for them to be able to perform together it's going going and pretty much gone

[lyuna]

Not really Geng always said if SME allows it he would like to perform together with the boys again, and it's the same from SJ's side.
And honestly, I'd rather not have them performing together than SM slowly killing Geng with their abuse.