Slogging through the Sinkhole that is my brain
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm still here, still slogging as above. I'm mostly on tumblr these days and not even that much of that. I'm really depressed which seems so lame to me ...but there it is... talking about it seems even lame-r because there's no basis in my life for why I'm depressed. It's just a brain thing and that really sucks. I am so fortunate in so many ways and yet my brain is not happy. That's just... grrr.
It's frustrating and makes me feel ungrateful for what I do have which makes everything worse. It doesn't help that I beat myself up I suppose.
Anyway... I care about all of you. I know many of you are going through things and so I don't want to just keep posting over and over, blah blah, I'm depressed, cause that doesn't help anything and is hardly a supportive friend. So anyway. I love you guys okay? And I'm sorry I'm just... in this sinkhole.
It's frustrating and makes me feel ungrateful for what I do have which makes everything worse. It doesn't help that I beat myself up I suppose.
Anyway... I care about all of you. I know many of you are going through things and so I don't want to just keep posting over and over, blah blah, I'm depressed, cause that doesn't help anything and is hardly a supportive friend. So anyway. I love you guys okay? And I'm sorry I'm just... in this sinkhole.