Oct 31, 2004 21:41
hii....WOW life suxs the weeks that have been passing have been sooo boreing theres nothing to do well yesterday was taryns birthday and it was fun kinda i got to talk to a old friend that i havent talked to in along time it was cool i missed him alot we use to talk alot or actually all the time then we just stopped then we talked again last night for the first in like forever maybe we will keep in touch now.....i think im haveing a heart attack my chest hurst sooo bad i dont no what to do oo well well today was halloween it was sooo boreing and soooooo COLD i took my little sister out she had fun (i think).......... im soo lonely im tierd of it theres nothing i can write cuz i have such a boreing life some one please make it exciting well on tuesday the 2nd that would be the day my grandma died it will be 1 year i really miss her i hope she doing good where ever she is so that makes me sad .... my birthday is comeing up and i dont really care for it i would be excited for it but i have no one to spend it with cuz i have no friends or peole dont care so w.e ill just spend it by my self i guess... i just feel like crying right about now i have so many things running threw my head its UNBELIVEABLE its driveing my crazy and my chest is pounding and my mom is yelling at me non of this is makeing things any better well i better go and fold my cloths my mom is nagging at me 8-(
......xoxo