Feb 17, 2009 00:11
im 16
but im about as mature as a 25 yearold
i ave lots of friends
a vast majority of them are popular
and hardly any of them are still virgins
now dont get me wrong i dont think losing your vcard makes you popular
but its just a pattern i noticed
but ive also noticed that my not extremely popular friends are mostly virgins
but i think theyre more happy then the popular kids
but that can be aquantied with not having all the stress that comes with being "popular"
so my question(or my rant...i dont even know what my point is)is did you feel bad after you lost your virginity?
did it make you happier? were you completely in love with them? are you still with them? if not are you still friends? and do you have to be completly in love with them when you make love to them?
cus im kinda sick of my virginity....how dumb does that sound?
i know why would i be sick of my virginty?
because it makes me feel like a child and like i dolnt know what im doing
when were in a culture that says losing your virginty isnt that big of a deal
and to me its not but not because of what mtv tells me! because its what i think
soooo this had a point whe i started typing but now it doesnt...oh well