what if i said what i was thinking, what if that says too much.
random update time?
i freaking hate allergies. they make me so sick. i couldn't even go to school monday and tuesday because of them. please die allergies, die =)
and omg i finally got my prom dress and i'm in love. it's so perfect and what i wanted =)
so i got 2 letter back from kean, and i have an interview on tuesday at 9:30 am =/ i just hope things work out for the best. i kno whatever happenes is because it is suppose to so we'll just have to wait till tuesday and see what happenes.
work is killing me. its taking all my energy. i have no energy at the end of the week. i work at funtime 4-5 days a week and 2 days at moms. so im either working 6 or 7 days a week =/...i need to do something for the summer tho. i gotta quit moms and i'm gunna do it because it just sucks so bad latly and it's not working out like it use to so i gotta do something quick.
tomorrow is gunna suck after school i have detention. yes, again. this is getting a little old. detention is my life, it blows. i had aip one day last week and it sucked so bad. school sucks.
so today i think i heard 21 days of school left? and all i have to say is wow. i can't believe im done with high school. it truly scares the shit out of me. i just never wanna leave high school and i kno all i do is complain about how much i hate school (see above paragraph) but the truth is i love it and i never wanna leave..but there is nothing i can do to help it is there? no not one bit. oh well i guess this means i gotta grow up and get ready for college. i can always try to make the best of it i guess right?
im so confushed in so many things right now that i don't even kno what to start with. i need time to think. i guess? but i kno that probally won't help. =/
this sucks, life sucks. i need sleep.
i freaking hate allergies. they make me so sick. i couldn't even go to school monday and tuesday because of them. please die allergies, die =)
and omg i finally got my prom dress and i'm in love. it's so perfect and what i wanted =)
so i got 2 letter back from kean, and i have an interview on tuesday at 9:30 am =/ i just hope things work out for the best. i kno whatever happenes is because it is suppose to so we'll just have to wait till tuesday and see what happenes.
work is killing me. its taking all my energy. i have no energy at the end of the week. i work at funtime 4-5 days a week and 2 days at moms. so im either working 6 or 7 days a week =/...i need to do something for the summer tho. i gotta quit moms and i'm gunna do it because it just sucks so bad latly and it's not working out like it use to so i gotta do something quick.
tomorrow is gunna suck after school i have detention. yes, again. this is getting a little old. detention is my life, it blows. i had aip one day last week and it sucked so bad. school sucks.
so today i think i heard 21 days of school left? and all i have to say is wow. i can't believe im done with high school. it truly scares the shit out of me. i just never wanna leave high school and i kno all i do is complain about how much i hate school (see above paragraph) but the truth is i love it and i never wanna leave..but there is nothing i can do to help it is there? no not one bit. oh well i guess this means i gotta grow up and get ready for college. i can always try to make the best of it i guess right?
im so confushed in so many things right now that i don't even kno what to start with. i need time to think. i guess? but i kno that probally won't help. =/
this sucks, life sucks. i need sleep.