Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Strange as it is, I have had no desire lately to post in here. I'm wondering if my livejournal days are over. Like, it's a part of my life that I don't enjoy or need any longer. I wonder if this journal fufilled some part of my life that I don't need any more. Perhaps it helped me in a certain way that is not applicable at this stage in my life. I have no idea. Or perhaps I'm tried from working all day and posting in here is just not on the agenda any longer.
I can't get enough of John Mayer's Continuum. It puts me in this really great place. I need to go buy the CD. I've been downloading the songs off limewire, but the quality is crapola. David and I listened to the CD for three days stright every day that we drove into New York so now when I hear these songs they give me even better memories. Stop this train's lyrics seem so appropriate lately. I should post them. I'm not ready for summer to be over because that means that I'll be starting my junior year which means that I'm half way done with college. I have this horribly sinking feeling that life will never be as good as it is in college. I won't get to live with great friends, have amazing conversations with profs, or have virtually zero responsibility ever again in my life. I'm so not ready for it to be over. How long can I avoid the real world?
Well, I wanted to be packed for camping this weekend by now and I have yet to start. Talk about avoiding the real world.
Oh, and New York City and DC were amazing. I wanted to stay soooooo much longer.