September saw a month of tears, And thanking God that you weren't here, To see me like that
I had planned on spending the entire day in the library today since I have yet to start studying for my two finals tomorrow. However, I slept in until 11 (I have no idea how I did that! I never sleep in!), then I went to lunch and took a shower and then got the library by 2:00. I wrote my paper which turned out pretty good I think and then studied for public policy. By 4:00 I was ready to start studying for Stats, but my brain was fried by then, so I came back the dorm. How sad, two hours of studying and that's all I could take.
I curled up on the couch downstairs and watched figure skating on ESPN. I'm going to miss that couch next year! It's so comfortable! But watching skating makes me kind of sad. I wish I had really gone for it in high school when I ended up quitting. But then again it's such a gamble. If I hadn't made it, I wouldn't have gone to college. I just wish I hadn't given up on my dream is all I guess. I feel like it's far too late now. I'm too old to skate. All the good ones are like 16 or 17. I'll just make my kids skate and then I can live through them :)
Last night was great. We watched Love Actually, the best movie in the world! Oh, it makes me so happy watching it. But then I look at my friends and myself and I see the disapointments of love and how real life is so different from that movie. Not everyone ends up with the person they want. Maybe I'm jaded. Yeah, that's probably it. But sometimes I wonder if my love life will end up like the movies or if I'm chasing a hollow dream. Maybe I'll meet someone and we'll end up getting married because it's just the thing to do. Or maybe I need to stop worring about it and have faith that things will fall into place.
Well, I'm almost out of meals at the caf. so I think I'm going to go eat some fruit cocktail and call it good.
I curled up on the couch downstairs and watched figure skating on ESPN. I'm going to miss that couch next year! It's so comfortable! But watching skating makes me kind of sad. I wish I had really gone for it in high school when I ended up quitting. But then again it's such a gamble. If I hadn't made it, I wouldn't have gone to college. I just wish I hadn't given up on my dream is all I guess. I feel like it's far too late now. I'm too old to skate. All the good ones are like 16 or 17. I'll just make my kids skate and then I can live through them :)
Last night was great. We watched Love Actually, the best movie in the world! Oh, it makes me so happy watching it. But then I look at my friends and myself and I see the disapointments of love and how real life is so different from that movie. Not everyone ends up with the person they want. Maybe I'm jaded. Yeah, that's probably it. But sometimes I wonder if my love life will end up like the movies or if I'm chasing a hollow dream. Maybe I'll meet someone and we'll end up getting married because it's just the thing to do. Or maybe I need to stop worring about it and have faith that things will fall into place.
Well, I'm almost out of meals at the caf. so I think I'm going to go eat some fruit cocktail and call it good.