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today i got balloons from tara.
and, everything else went pretty good.
so, why is it that i'm, all of a sudden, down?
idk, its weird. i thought by this point i would be in the mood where i start jumping up and down.
but, i hardly even told anyone other than close friends that my birthdays tomorrow.
something has to be wrong with that.
and, like, today with getting the balloons.
i thought that getting them, and stuff would make me happy, and be like, "woohoo, i just got balloons!!!!!"
but, it made me sadder than i was.
idk, sry i'm acting this way.
well, actually, i'm not.
this is my freakin journal, and your the one that reads it. so, if your sick of my complaining, and sick of me being depressed, then, screw you.
cuz, i'm not just gonna pretend how i am, just to make the people who read this happy.
arg. i need a nap. or something. i need to start getting happy. i'm being so stupid.
and, everything else went pretty good.
so, why is it that i'm, all of a sudden, down?
idk, its weird. i thought by this point i would be in the mood where i start jumping up and down.
but, i hardly even told anyone other than close friends that my birthdays tomorrow.
something has to be wrong with that.
and, like, today with getting the balloons.
i thought that getting them, and stuff would make me happy, and be like, "woohoo, i just got balloons!!!!!"
but, it made me sadder than i was.
idk, sry i'm acting this way.
well, actually, i'm not.
this is my freakin journal, and your the one that reads it. so, if your sick of my complaining, and sick of me being depressed, then, screw you.
cuz, i'm not just gonna pretend how i am, just to make the people who read this happy.
arg. i need a nap. or something. i need to start getting happy. i'm being so stupid.