chaotic lullaby
Work - stressing me to wit's end.
I can't tell if A.) I'm just not cut out for this. B.) The hours have me in a circadium spiral of hell. C.) It's just a lot to adjust to. D.) All of the above.
I enjoy being here, most of the time. I enjoy most of my co-workers. I'm so mentally exhausted after only a few hours though. I have about 3 hours to my shift left and I'm sitting here hoping I can pull through.
hopefully the ofcs get lazy at this point and just fall asleep in their sqds. I wouldn't mind.
Last night/ Yesterday - slight freak out, off from work, anna's birthday, nose pierced, sangria (other substances), and fun times all rolled into one day. =P
Today - slight freak out was, per the usual, unnecessary. Worked out at the gym for two hours, only to end my visitation with a surprise weigh in and I am down another 3 ibs. bitches. Which in total means, in the last 4 wks, I have lost 13 ibs!! (I can't tell. But that's what the scale says.)
Sunday - Off of work at 7a.m......then home. Nap time for a wee bit. Finish up packing then jump in my vehicle only to drive 3hrs and 18mins (according to google maps). To Indianapolis. Where I will be taught how to disc-golf...(hmmm?)...and I will get to see The Dark Knight at a drive-in. I'm STOKED! Sunday better be awesome, I'll be a little peeved. lol. *crossing fingers*
I have so many incidents to write, *whines* don't make me do it. uggghhhhhh.
back to work I go. adios.
peace~
shan a la patches
I can't tell if A.) I'm just not cut out for this. B.) The hours have me in a circadium spiral of hell. C.) It's just a lot to adjust to. D.) All of the above.
I enjoy being here, most of the time. I enjoy most of my co-workers. I'm so mentally exhausted after only a few hours though. I have about 3 hours to my shift left and I'm sitting here hoping I can pull through.
hopefully the ofcs get lazy at this point and just fall asleep in their sqds. I wouldn't mind.
Last night/ Yesterday - slight freak out, off from work, anna's birthday, nose pierced, sangria (other substances), and fun times all rolled into one day. =P
Today - slight freak out was, per the usual, unnecessary. Worked out at the gym for two hours, only to end my visitation with a surprise weigh in and I am down another 3 ibs. bitches. Which in total means, in the last 4 wks, I have lost 13 ibs!! (I can't tell. But that's what the scale says.)
Sunday - Off of work at 7a.m......then home. Nap time for a wee bit. Finish up packing then jump in my vehicle only to drive 3hrs and 18mins (according to google maps). To Indianapolis. Where I will be taught how to disc-golf...(hmmm?)...and I will get to see The Dark Knight at a drive-in. I'm STOKED! Sunday better be awesome, I'll be a little peeved. lol. *crossing fingers*
I have so many incidents to write, *whines* don't make me do it. uggghhhhhh.
back to work I go. adios.
peace~
shan a la patches