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[addicted2techno]

wow, i haven't updated this thing in ages. i usually use my xanga now. oh well. i'll just update both. i think i can manage. school is amazing so far. i can't believe i like it. my studio in art class is awesome and i have gym with cody. i'm totally stoked that's he's actually going to chs this year. i love it. i walked home in the pouring rain with him today after school...well actually i waited for him but yeah. it's all good. letting rhandy borrow my ufo's tomorrow cuz i said i would..and i don't wear them all that much anyway. hung out with eli yesterday...sat at school til 4 30 to wait for him tho. we went back to his house and chilled for like...ever. lol. it was fun. he's really sweet. i was supposed to hang out with him today but he didn't go to 2hr so i couldn't. oh well. i'll call him later and talk to him while i do hw. joy. not really but that's ok. i've been thinking about so much stuff lately and it's starting to give me a headache. i've totally fucked up things with a few people and it's really starting to sink in again. i tried to tune it out but i can't anymore. so here goes nothing.

jay-i'm sorry i totally tweaked on you...i didn't mean it..i really didn't. i was just reall upset and you can understand why..i hope. i'll appologize a thousand times if i need to. i just..hate not talking to you. it's killing me. you need to IM me. please..

nel-god. i really fucked up bad didn't i? i'm sorry...i'm sorry more than i've ever been sorry in my life. i promise i'll never ever do it again...just..stop being mad.

yeah..those are the main 2 for now..i'll update tomorrow after i get home from the show (if i end up going, i'm not going without chelz)

<3 dani