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Well everything has been going really well. I have been trying to fast but it is a little hard right now. I can get away with not having breakfast or lunch but dinner is a different story. I think my boyfriend is starting to suspect something again. I haven't been eating lunch and i really haven't been hungry for it. I told him that I have been eating dinner b/c he asked if i had stoped eating again and i told him no. But he thinks that i tell him i eat dinner and really don't and then tell my parents that i eat lunch which i don't. I have to tell my parents that i eat lunch or they will completly freak on me. I can't stand it, everytime I tell him that i am not hungry at lunch he just looks at me and rolls his eyes and says "oh really, what a suprize" i hate it and i know he does it to make me feel bad so i will eat. I know he loves me and he is only trying to help me, but i don't want help. I like the feeling of being empty, it makes me feel smaller. Well anyway i have to go "eat" dinner. I hope you are all doing well!