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ok so my boyfriend don't know that I am still ANA/MIA. He knows that i don't like my body and that i was dieting. I know he thinks I still am. He said that he thinks that i am and i lied to him and said that i wasn't and that he should just trust me. I feel so crapy i totaly binged! Now i can feel all that food and for some reason i can't purg. I have tried like 3 times already. I don't know what to do. I wish I could just die!