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I hate myself so much right now. I was doing so well nothing to eat at all. And my mom made me eat dinner. I so binged i didn't mean to tho. I tried to purg when i got to school and couldn't. Nothing would come out. I wish i could die. I can't belive i did that. I am going to fast for a longer time now. I am going to till next wed. NO FOOD. I will be strong and i will be thin!