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It has almost been year since my last journal entry.
I don't even know whay i still have this thing.
I haven't even looked at it for months.
My last entry consisted of my goals for 2007
+My goals of 2007:
Quit smokin.
Quit drinkin.
Quit drugs & poppin pills.
[except for every now & then]
Get my grades up.
Keep this relationship.
Keep my job.
Buy new car.
Hahaha. I kept on smoking, a lot lot more.
I had to quit drinking.
I quit snowboarding, but increased the pill usage until about mid march.
Got my grades up.
Definitely didn't keep the relationship.
Quit my job, but got it back.
Still haven't bought a new car, I actually fell in love with my old one.
I had a baby. & she is my world. I'm not guna lie, I made a lot of mistakes while pregnant, but she's okay, & I am very grateful for that. My relationship with Peter is nonexsistant. In fact, he's in jail. & that's okay with me. Less drama. He wants to me in Madison's life, but I am not allowing that. & I am going to fight my hardest to get all custody.
Iwht becoming pregnant, I lost a lot of friends, but my real stuck around. I even made a new one, Susie. She's amazing.
Katie, that girl has stuck by me through all the bullshit, when I kept going back to Peter, and when I made my mistakes. Without her, my daughter probably wouldn't be alive right now, & I would have just kept fucking up.
In all, I got my head out of my ass. I learned the hard way, & I realized it's not all about me anymore.
2007 was a difficult year, I dealt with a lot of drama.
But now, I am content with my life & shit's good.
I don't even know whay i still have this thing.
I haven't even looked at it for months.
My last entry consisted of my goals for 2007
+My goals of 2007:
Quit smokin.
Quit drinkin.
Quit drugs & poppin pills.
[except for every now & then]
Get my grades up.
Keep this relationship.
Keep my job.
Buy new car.
Hahaha. I kept on smoking, a lot lot more.
I had to quit drinking.
I quit snowboarding, but increased the pill usage until about mid march.
Got my grades up.
Definitely didn't keep the relationship.
Quit my job, but got it back.
Still haven't bought a new car, I actually fell in love with my old one.
I had a baby. & she is my world. I'm not guna lie, I made a lot of mistakes while pregnant, but she's okay, & I am very grateful for that. My relationship with Peter is nonexsistant. In fact, he's in jail. & that's okay with me. Less drama. He wants to me in Madison's life, but I am not allowing that. & I am going to fight my hardest to get all custody.
Iwht becoming pregnant, I lost a lot of friends, but my real stuck around. I even made a new one, Susie. She's amazing.
Katie, that girl has stuck by me through all the bullshit, when I kept going back to Peter, and when I made my mistakes. Without her, my daughter probably wouldn't be alive right now, & I would have just kept fucking up.
In all, I got my head out of my ass. I learned the hard way, & I realized it's not all about me anymore.
2007 was a difficult year, I dealt with a lot of drama.
But now, I am content with my life & shit's good.