not enough time for spell check
sometimes,
i'll start to think about everything
&i feel like my head is going to explode.
it's crazy, everything that has happened
&everyone i've met &every little thing that
has happend that has propelled me in this
direction, and it's amazing, everything
that can transpire just from one event
in time, and suddenly,
BAM,
here i am now, in this chain of events,
&this is going to keep going, and eventually,
i'll be doing this again, looking back
&saying, "now how did this happen?"
&trying to trace back everything and pinpoint
exact times and words that made any of this
possible.
&i'll be thinking, "fuck, how did i get this lucky?"
but at the same time, i'll be missing everything
that could have happend, "if i'd
only thought of something charming to say."
i'll start to think about everything
&i feel like my head is going to explode.
it's crazy, everything that has happened
&everyone i've met &every little thing that
has happend that has propelled me in this
direction, and it's amazing, everything
that can transpire just from one event
in time, and suddenly,
BAM,
here i am now, in this chain of events,
&this is going to keep going, and eventually,
i'll be doing this again, looking back
&saying, "now how did this happen?"
&trying to trace back everything and pinpoint
exact times and words that made any of this
possible.
&i'll be thinking, "fuck, how did i get this lucky?"
but at the same time, i'll be missing everything
that could have happend, "if i'd
only thought of something charming to say."