i hate it when things dont work
so i just talked to nik and im soooooo sad that ALM karen and jan arent coming to easton. car troubles. i was really excited to have a camp get together already. tear tear.
yesturday was a supurb day though! i got my eyelashes dyed, then kira came over and i showed her all 6 cameras of pics! they are all soooo cute! and i hope i can get them online soon, but i have to learn how first. thennnn linnerly came over and the poor girls had to tag along to my honduras meeting, which thankfully was right near the ave. then finalllyyyyy we went to dinner with dylan and staff too! so it was a good time and i got to see some of my friends!! i miss my friends so much! i have barely seen anyone! but hopefully since im not doing anything today i can catch up with them more.
im really nervous for honduras. like reallllllllllly. and im not nervous about like getting diseases or having a language barrier or anything like that, im worried that i wont have friends! that is probably one of my biggest fears in life, i have no idea why! but i cant go anywhere without people, like even the trash can during lunch. its pothetic, and i have tried to get over it but i never can. i think its a confidnece issue. so everyone pray that i will find a friend on my trip! oh and my sister has banned me from hooking up with any boys because "it will give the clark girls a bad reputation) when sheeeeee hooked up with someone last year. ugh i hate being younger! hah. i'll live i guess, but its not all the time that an oppertunity comes around.
ok time to get off the comp before madre slaughtters me.
yesturday was a supurb day though! i got my eyelashes dyed, then kira came over and i showed her all 6 cameras of pics! they are all soooo cute! and i hope i can get them online soon, but i have to learn how first. thennnn linnerly came over and the poor girls had to tag along to my honduras meeting, which thankfully was right near the ave. then finalllyyyyy we went to dinner with dylan and staff too! so it was a good time and i got to see some of my friends!! i miss my friends so much! i have barely seen anyone! but hopefully since im not doing anything today i can catch up with them more.
im really nervous for honduras. like reallllllllllly. and im not nervous about like getting diseases or having a language barrier or anything like that, im worried that i wont have friends! that is probably one of my biggest fears in life, i have no idea why! but i cant go anywhere without people, like even the trash can during lunch. its pothetic, and i have tried to get over it but i never can. i think its a confidnece issue. so everyone pray that i will find a friend on my trip! oh and my sister has banned me from hooking up with any boys because "it will give the clark girls a bad reputation) when sheeeeee hooked up with someone last year. ugh i hate being younger! hah. i'll live i guess, but its not all the time that an oppertunity comes around.
ok time to get off the comp before madre slaughtters me.