"I havent been this scared in a long time, and I'm so unprepared"

Jun 26, 2004 18:22

4 big boxes, 1 small box, 2 cylanders, 2 guitars, a parking meater piggy bank, an amp packed with as much as it possibly can hold, a back pack full of stuff I porbly shouldnt bring, a t.v., a xbox, 2 floor standing speakers, a desk, a bed, a stickered up night stand, 2 dee-tanacious posters, 1 ranch poster, and Anais's painting

Wow, that may seem like alot. But it really isnt when you look at all the stuff I left behind. None the less its what I shall bring with me to my new life. Its odd though, I'm getting those like big plundge gitters. You know, like the kind people get before they get married, not saying this is like getting married. Just scared a little bit. And I guess seeing your entire room bare and seeing all ur belongings in boxes would probly do the same to you. Its odd. This morning I woke up and it felt like my room was just one big mess. Now it doesnt even feel like my room. I wonder what will happen next. I just dont want things to change. I'm really scared this will change things. I'm gonna do what ever it takes not to let it.

I'm so scared...
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