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Writing my feelings down doesn't exactly work when I have no idea what the hell I am feeling. I just cant interpert it.
So I won't. Not now at least.
I don't have to be at the hospital or another 3 hours so I thought I'd have coffee with my realter, Allison, - I seriously need to get this process moving. I can't stay in this little room forever.
I haven't called Mark yet to see how things are. I'll probably do that next. He was so distraught last night, so worried. His mom has always been a part of his everyday life, and I think this distance really gets in the way of their relationship. Especially when something like this happens. It's good he was able to fly out there.
I need to get myself ready and get out, I'm supposed to be meeting Allison in half an hour, and I haven't even called a cab yet.
So I won't. Not now at least.
I don't have to be at the hospital or another 3 hours so I thought I'd have coffee with my realter, Allison, - I seriously need to get this process moving. I can't stay in this little room forever.
I haven't called Mark yet to see how things are. I'll probably do that next. He was so distraught last night, so worried. His mom has always been a part of his everyday life, and I think this distance really gets in the way of their relationship. Especially when something like this happens. It's good he was able to fly out there.
I need to get myself ready and get out, I'm supposed to be meeting Allison in half an hour, and I haven't even called a cab yet.