you have no idea how much snot and tears i'v seen this week..

Sep 13, 2004 18:02

all of my friends are having break downs. with parents, school, other friends, BOYS... i want to help them all but i can't. i don't have all the answers. i hate it when i get that look, when their done venting and all they want is for me to tell them it'll work out. but i can't lie. i couldn't do that to you. couldn't get your hopes up. and all i can say is : i love you. truely and forever. i like to be your shoulder to cry on. i love to be there for you, to listen, to understand. because that's what i need from you too. but, i don't know... i can't remember the last time i cryed... especialy not infront of you. if ever. life is too stresfull.
i tryed to forget. i tryed to move on.. but there you are. like some... english watch gard, one of those guys with the big hats who stay perfectly still no matter what you do to em. i thought i could move you, that you would move for me, but i was wrong. and that's that i supose. what can i do but be wrong?
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