It was a good start...

May 13, 2007 09:33

Just taking a leaf out of Rachel's book...

- You know, you really just make me angry. Like, the thought of you and our conversations make me really MAD. Not even sad anymore. I just get really pissed off. And yet I keep you around... You infuriate me. I wish that I didn't have this thing where I need to be everyone's friend. URGH. Fuck you.

- I was going to give you the benefit of the doubt. I was just gonna say to myself, if she knew more about the circumstances, maybe she would've been opposed to what happens. She's probably a really nice girl. But now I'm really starting to think you're fake. I don't know. I just wish I could tell you all the fucking mean things I want to say like that I find you not that pretty and hopelessly generic (of course I'd go into greater detail if I ever got the chance). However, I know this would accomplish very little, but to establish me as a crazy bitch. So I will continue to be nice to your face while under the surface I secretly resent you and actually would probably take great pleasure if punching you in the face. Ha. You'll never see this. I just feel better now.

- It is obnoxious to me when you are so rude and sarcastic to everyone else, but the minute anyone says ANYTHING to you (even when it's a comment that's not meant to be either rude OR sarcastic) you get really pissy. No one likes to deal with it, and I wish you knew that. You're a hypocrite.

- I think you should stop talking shit when you really cannot back it up. Do not say people don't know their words when (a) they do and (b) you would know that if you ever came to a damn rehearsal. I don't like conflict so I'm basically pretending to be nice to you, but I think that you're cocky and need something to set you down a notch. Honestly, I would think that this year would've done that for you already, but apparently not. You're not so talented that you're too good for rehearsal. Thanks.

- I don't know what happened, but our relationship has substantially changed and I can't decide if that saddens me or really makes me mad. Probably a mixture of both. I wish you should stop being cold to me. I feel like I make you uncomfortable all of a sudden. I wish we could fix that.

- It disappoints me that you can't just suck up your pride for a little bit and support me. That is all.

-Sarah
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