So here's to you, Mrs. Robinson...
I have finally settled into 2007. I was not yet ready for some of the curve balls the new year sent my way, but I finally feel more at peace.
Sue and I worked my song today. I've been so frustrated with it these past several weeks, and I seriously just hit my breaking point. I started crying which was just a much necessary occurence. I think I let everything (or at least, most of it) out, and can now sing the song the way it's meant to be sung. I just needed to stop investing so much though process in if I was going to hit the right notes or not, and just sing it. And ya know what? It sounds a hell of a lot better when I'm not thinking about it technically. Sue says she thinks the track was slowing down my momentum as an actress and so, with any luck, she'll be accompanying me at Regionals on Friday. If she's going to, I hope someone's watching. I think I'm going to nail it.
I also managed to get in some MUCH needed Favorite time today. I even hung out with her and Tink and ya know what? I wasn't bothered at all. I feel a million and half times better about that whole situation. The whole thing just takes a load off my mind. We watched The Graduate tonight. We liked it. She's coming over for dinner tomorrow. Yay. =]
I've decided that even though it's hard to be alone, I shouldn't dwell on it. Which I guess I knew before, but I'm going to make a conscious effort not to this time. He, whoever he may be, shall find me eventually. Eventually meaning soon hopefully. ::sigh::
I feel better. I really do. I'm out of my rut. Or I sure would like to think I am...
-Sarah
Sue and I worked my song today. I've been so frustrated with it these past several weeks, and I seriously just hit my breaking point. I started crying which was just a much necessary occurence. I think I let everything (or at least, most of it) out, and can now sing the song the way it's meant to be sung. I just needed to stop investing so much though process in if I was going to hit the right notes or not, and just sing it. And ya know what? It sounds a hell of a lot better when I'm not thinking about it technically. Sue says she thinks the track was slowing down my momentum as an actress and so, with any luck, she'll be accompanying me at Regionals on Friday. If she's going to, I hope someone's watching. I think I'm going to nail it.
I also managed to get in some MUCH needed Favorite time today. I even hung out with her and Tink and ya know what? I wasn't bothered at all. I feel a million and half times better about that whole situation. The whole thing just takes a load off my mind. We watched The Graduate tonight. We liked it. She's coming over for dinner tomorrow. Yay. =]
I've decided that even though it's hard to be alone, I shouldn't dwell on it. Which I guess I knew before, but I'm going to make a conscious effort not to this time. He, whoever he may be, shall find me eventually. Eventually meaning soon hopefully. ::sigh::
I feel better. I really do. I'm out of my rut. Or I sure would like to think I am...
-Sarah