Sundays and Graduation
I went to graduation last night. It was upsetting seeing Desi, Thomas, Wade, and Ryker there, among others. I am so upset that Desi has left with Jordan. I mean I am not judging her…I am just a little worried cuz I mean she met him for like three days how can she be so sure that he is the one she is supposed to spend the rest of her life with? I am not even sure what clothes I am going to wear from day to day….let alone being sure of the man that I will spend the rest of my life with. I don’t even have a guy interested in me so I guess that choice really isn’t an option in my case. I just hope for the best and pray that everything will work out…this is all apart of a big plan and I am just going to let my worries rest with my faith because things will turn out well for everyone in the end. I got to baby sit last night and the little girl I babysat was such a cutie. Everyone was worried that she would get upset being away form her mom and with someone who she barely knows but she didn’t cry @ all she was awesome. I kept her overnight and her mom was a little late picking her up so I didn’t get to go to mass today. I am upset with missing….honestly I can’t do anything about it though. I need a ride, therefore my parents control whether I go or not depending on what they feel is more convenient. Oh well…..anyways…Katie Beth had a nice speech @ graduation. It was cute how she ended it. Lol. After the graduation ceremony ended I got go give Desi a goodbye hug b4 she left with Jordan. I gave Thomas, Ryker, and Wade one as well. Actually I may have gave Wade and Ryker two. Lol. I think out of all the graduates of ’05 I am most upset to see Wade and Ryker go. I will miss them a lot and I hope we all stay in touch…*a big sigh of doubt* I am prolly going to go I guess. The finale of Survivor is on tonight and so my g-ma wanted us to come over to watch it with her. Little things like that matter to her like tonight, Sunday family bbq, our piano lessons, and like she and I walking in the park together with the dogs. So I am going over there today. Well my little thing still wont let me comment. So I think I am going to start just posting comments on my little LJ with stars(*). Idk. Sorry guys. I love you all. Xoxo Amanda