just another day
idk why I really write in this cuz I meen who really honestly cares what my life is like i meen just having stupid little girl drama like omg I like this one guy so much and now that i know thta we can't date but eh feels the same my hearts hurt. I meen who really cares? gosh I guess I need to get into a better mood...i will try. Well idk right now I just feel so stupid and just I meen like the guy I like will be gone in like not even a week and yno I am so worried about not being able to c him ever again and not being able to even talk to him ever and I doubt that he honestly cares. There are going to be tonz of other girls were he is going so why would he. On top of all of this I meen I am trying so hard to get over him, but @ the same time I am developing feelings for someone else but there si the same problem i meen he is leaving also the only difference is he isn't leaving to...well a long ways away. Idk if what I have are true feelings or just yno a little girl crush, but they feel real. well I am just going to go. love you wade, courtney, sasha, and Sierra. since like you guys are the only ones that read my dumb jounal ne ways.