Apr 26, 2005 15:53
Well okey the guy basically said no that right now isnt the time and like was all sweet about it, but being nice doesn't really make me feel any better. Idk and like I am not trying to sound conceited but I meen if I had these same feelings for me like yno I wouldn't have passed it down. I meen I can't be that bad. Well I just got off the bus and this jerk yelled "bye lesbo" to me and it hurt but I just was like w-ever. Of course the guy was a redneck so I am sure he feels abd enough about himself he just had to mess with someone he barely even knows. Well I am going to go. Idk. I am just going to drop liking guys dont worry I am not going to actually like girls, but I am just going to wait on a guy to want me bad enough that yno I will know that it is for real not me trying to get this guy to like me cuz he obviously does......yea I know I will be waiting a while. All I want is a sweet, charming, smart, well manered guy...he doesn't even have to be 'hot'. Then again I am only 15 it is not like I don't have a while.tf (join the tf revolution) well I am going to go for real this time. lots of love esp. to my friend wade...ur the coolest.