Livejournal is like toilet paper...
I only use it when I have nothing else to do.
I'm at school, in between classes.
I've been having multiple dreams over the last few nights that have the same idea or plot. I believe I fear loosing the relationship I'm in. I fear that Vanessa or I will throw in the rope. In my mind, I have made the decision to not do so, but...It's hard to explain. I really can't I suppose. It's just a feeling of uncertainty.
I am learning that getting throug something in a relationship is not so much a problem to be solved as it is a decision to be made. One must decide that they will get through something.
I have also learned that time is the key to everything. Anyone can love each other for two months....three months....maybe even a year or two. But eventually, things will crumble. True love has to be tested by time, and this is what I intend to do. However painful the outcome or the process.
...in other news...School has started...Blood Drive may have a drummer in sight...and I have grown to love my family deeper in the last few months than I ever have. God is on the move. I can smell it...is that sacrilegious?
Ok, that's all.
Love
andrew
I'm at school, in between classes.
I've been having multiple dreams over the last few nights that have the same idea or plot. I believe I fear loosing the relationship I'm in. I fear that Vanessa or I will throw in the rope. In my mind, I have made the decision to not do so, but...It's hard to explain. I really can't I suppose. It's just a feeling of uncertainty.
I am learning that getting throug something in a relationship is not so much a problem to be solved as it is a decision to be made. One must decide that they will get through something.
I have also learned that time is the key to everything. Anyone can love each other for two months....three months....maybe even a year or two. But eventually, things will crumble. True love has to be tested by time, and this is what I intend to do. However painful the outcome or the process.
...in other news...School has started...Blood Drive may have a drummer in sight...and I have grown to love my family deeper in the last few months than I ever have. God is on the move. I can smell it...is that sacrilegious?
Ok, that's all.
Love
andrew