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I hate feeling like this
and the drug just enhances it all
I hate when you spend all day doing honest hard work. Not because you want to, but because you should. And Yeah, it will help you get what you want.
and when what you want is it be able to reach your boyfriend.
goddamn. I dont like bitching about this. i mean. since when do I care about missing a day with the kid? There's been months and months that've passed when my only contact with him was electronic. Seriously. Don't like bitching.
I just feel like I've spent so much thoughtful time and energy into being a pleasant human today. Too much time and energy. And it's been completely unregarded, not to mention unrewarded.
Thus, I feel shitty.
I feel disappointed.
amd tomorrow is the only morning of the week I don't have to wake up at 7:30. And Noah's upset wuth my dad so he's sleeping with me. Think I'll sleep late? Cause I do not.
Goddamn you Jon. Goddamn you dad. Goddamn you LJ for only being of use to me when I want to complain.
throughly disappointed with the result of all I put up with today
also. I just say Pirates of the Caribbean. it was nice. Entertaining, visually stimulating and vaguely funny. first good new movie in a while I'd say.
and the drug just enhances it all
I hate when you spend all day doing honest hard work. Not because you want to, but because you should. And Yeah, it will help you get what you want.
and when what you want is it be able to reach your boyfriend.
goddamn. I dont like bitching about this. i mean. since when do I care about missing a day with the kid? There's been months and months that've passed when my only contact with him was electronic. Seriously. Don't like bitching.
I just feel like I've spent so much thoughtful time and energy into being a pleasant human today. Too much time and energy. And it's been completely unregarded, not to mention unrewarded.
Thus, I feel shitty.
I feel disappointed.
amd tomorrow is the only morning of the week I don't have to wake up at 7:30. And Noah's upset wuth my dad so he's sleeping with me. Think I'll sleep late? Cause I do not.
Goddamn you Jon. Goddamn you dad. Goddamn you LJ for only being of use to me when I want to complain.
throughly disappointed with the result of all I put up with today
also. I just say Pirates of the Caribbean. it was nice. Entertaining, visually stimulating and vaguely funny. first good new movie in a while I'd say.