Things I'm sick of...
I'm sick of never having a day off. I have had three days "off" this entire month, during all of which I have been out of town and not really able to relax. I'm getting burnt out.
I'm sick of my hair, and I'm sick of people's retarded comments about it. I'll cut it when I feel like it, and fuck you - my hair, or my part, does not define me as a person.
I'm sick of smoking. I enjoy it, to a point, but my throat hurts and I'm just bored with it. Don't give me any flak on this one - I know I shouldn't smoke, and like my hair, I don't need to hear it all the damn time.
I'm sick of my house never feeling clean enough to me. I'm always so busy I never feel like straightening up, and so I always feel like I live in constant clutter.
I'm sick of never having enough time to get all the things I want to do done. There's always more movies, and more TV, and more books I need to finish, and I just can't motivate myself to either complete them all or feel comfortable with never being "done".
I'm sick of teaching LSAT classes. It was fun at first, but now it's just a pain. Especially when my tutoree cannot grasp the simple concept of X + Y = Z.
I'm sick of every girl I meet having a loser boyfriend. Not that I'm looking to be anybody's boyfriend, but it would be nice to find somebody to spend time with. Or to be able to tell if a girl is flirting or just being friendly.
I'm sick of feeling lonely. Not of being alone, just of the feeling of needing someone around me. I want to be more independent than that, but I just feel useless without having anyone to make out with.
So I have to be up in 5.5 hours to go out of town again. And when I get back? Another double at work... yay. [sigh] Sometimes you just need a catalyst, ya know? My very own Penis-Showing Game, as it were...
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I'm sick of my hair, and I'm sick of people's retarded comments about it. I'll cut it when I feel like it, and fuck you - my hair, or my part, does not define me as a person.
I'm sick of smoking. I enjoy it, to a point, but my throat hurts and I'm just bored with it. Don't give me any flak on this one - I know I shouldn't smoke, and like my hair, I don't need to hear it all the damn time.
I'm sick of my house never feeling clean enough to me. I'm always so busy I never feel like straightening up, and so I always feel like I live in constant clutter.
I'm sick of never having enough time to get all the things I want to do done. There's always more movies, and more TV, and more books I need to finish, and I just can't motivate myself to either complete them all or feel comfortable with never being "done".
I'm sick of teaching LSAT classes. It was fun at first, but now it's just a pain. Especially when my tutoree cannot grasp the simple concept of X + Y = Z.
I'm sick of every girl I meet having a loser boyfriend. Not that I'm looking to be anybody's boyfriend, but it would be nice to find somebody to spend time with. Or to be able to tell if a girl is flirting or just being friendly.
I'm sick of feeling lonely. Not of being alone, just of the feeling of needing someone around me. I want to be more independent than that, but I just feel useless without having anyone to make out with.
So I have to be up in 5.5 hours to go out of town again. And when I get back? Another double at work... yay. [sigh] Sometimes you just need a catalyst, ya know? My very own Penis-Showing Game, as it were...
[Cross-Posted]