stupid?
Daymion, hes fun, makes me smile, and I can just enjoy being around him doing nothing. I would love for this to go somewhere but I think I may have Fed up a bit last night. Yesterday we were talking about where things are going and we both agreed that we want to 'see what happens' And normally I am ok w/ something like that however I think I am being used here. But then again I am not sure. How does one get over a fear like that? Some people say just let go and try. I am. Last night I played my last good card in my hand. I don't think it worked in my favor. Oh well just wait and see right?
On the lighter side of things. I was asked to work for another 8 weeks at the sheraton. SCORE!!!!! They told me that at the end of that time if the chick I am working for doesn't come back or sucks when she does the job is MINE. :) SCORE!!!! Over all the job is a crapy one but it pays alright and I totally love the people I work w/ we are like one big family. :) So over all things are going my way. AND THATS FUCKING GREAT. :)
On the lighter side of things. I was asked to work for another 8 weeks at the sheraton. SCORE!!!!! They told me that at the end of that time if the chick I am working for doesn't come back or sucks when she does the job is MINE. :) SCORE!!!! Over all the job is a crapy one but it pays alright and I totally love the people I work w/ we are like one big family. :) So over all things are going my way. AND THATS FUCKING GREAT. :)