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[adangeronly2u]

i saw whitney makin out w another girl no i didnt just see it i was right behind whitney the longer i stood there before and after they kissed the more i wanted to kiss her but i didnt so i walked away i regret it now i just think its strange that i got jealous over that since my mind tells me i dont like her as much as i liked jess , yeah past tense im over her , but i never got jealous about anything jess ever did even when shed be kissin her bf in front of me or anything she ever did , by the way jess is pissed off at me right now bc i told her i dont want to spend every wakin minute of my school day w her i think it really hurt her feelins but i really dont care bc thats exactly how i feel so anyways back to whitney i dont understand how i could get so jealous over her kissin the other girl im not sure exactly how to deal w it either bc ive never felt this before i did tell both whitney and the other girl that i was jealous but i just shrugged it off bc i didnt want to have to deal w it right then what should i do?
love you sooo much
love always
kelsi