Dec 15, 2005 23:20
I'm coming home from my hardest year
I'm making plans not to make plans while I'm here
And this life has been no holiday, a complicated situation
I'm fine with all my memories
Still I could use vacation
--Jacks Mannequin: "The Lights and Buzz"
Thats kinda me.. right now
i come home tomorrow... to be in a comfortable environment, with the people i love (and a good party.... shameless urban lyrics)
oh man am i ready... im ready to see everyone again, the people that i miss so much.
the people i cant ever find a replacement for.
ive been really nervous recently.. what with finals and all that stuff right on top of me, and ive done pretty well.
Calculus: B
Freshmen Seminar: A
English: A
Psychology: C (hoping for a B, but ill take what i can get)
Computer Science: ? (exam tomorrow)
I havent really done much today, i went out to eat with my friends here as a going away kinda party, we went to O'Charleys.. it was pretty good.
anyways, my last exam is at noon, i should be back in town that evening sometime. i gotta drop off my roommate at his house.
i am just so ready to be out of here.. sleep in my own room in my own house... feel like i fit again, have people over and play halo, cheerwine fueled halo matches... this is what i miss.. what i miss.
ladies and gentlemen, college is very lonely... but loaded with so many people... its a paradox of people looking for their "in crowd" and never quite finding what they look for.
but lemme tell ya, i love it down here! i still dont understand how housing put me with great people to hang with.. its creepy how they do it!
anyways guys.. ill see you tomorrow, i cant wait!