(no subject)
Adam's Back, Back again. ADAM'S BACK TELL A fRiEnD.
I'm not worthless, i'm not pointless, i'm not a faggot, i'm not all about myself, i'm not about looks, i'm not about outside appearance, i'm not about hair color, i'm not about shoes, i'm not about clothes, i'm not about cars, i'm not about smarts, i'm not about pasts thoughts, i'm not about past feelings, i'm not about future thoughts, i'm not about future feelings, i don't care what people think, i don't care what people feel, i don't care about things you say, i hate inconsiderate people, i hate unhappy people, i hate people who think down apon thereself, i hate people who act how other people want them to act, i hate people who care only and for thereself, i love personality, i love people who love thereself, i love people who don't care what you have to say, i love people who no matter what will look up on things with positive attitudes, i love people who although are smart don't care if they are or not, i love people who have hobbies in which are nerdy stupid retarded faggotish but yet cool to me, i love people who aren't afraid to love.
With that being said, Did you really think you knew me? I have alot more inside of me, and i can keep listing. You Don't know me, and i don't want you to know me. my life is for myself, i won't let you in unless i actually care for you or love you more than should be. i won't tell you about my personal life, i won't tell you about anything. You don't deserve it. i hate you for everything. i can live my life without you, and i'll do so.
Judgmental people turn me off, i hate people who think they can judge you. Incoming new Tattoo like my brothers. big cross ( Only God can Judge Me.
I might not look it, i might not show it. but i believe in Jesus, i believe. I don't care, it's needed to be said, and you need to fuckin get some bible schooling going cuz the world is worthless shit. And thru-n-thru-out Jesus forgives. You say your lonely, you say you have nothing, and yet you don't look inside yourself to see the most important part. Fuck fighting, fuck drugs, fuck the stupid bullshit people pull. Atleast he is there for you thru-out ANYTHING. and if you dont pray, believe, trust, have faith. then you have nothing, and you'll always be nothing.
Time is really flying by now. few months and i'll be 18, INC GIRLS GONE WILD VIDEO'S WOOOOOO. might - mightnot get an apartment. hate living with my parents, they make me clean all their shit, run around and do their bullshit, i never fucking do anything downstairs EVER, and i clean everything they fucking dirty up. it's fucking gay and i hate it, i have my own garbage can in my room, i take it out by myself, i put all my shit in their, i use plastic plates, plastic cups, plastic forks/spoons. i throw them all away, and yet i do everything. I hate it, i hate not being able to do what i want to do, and i want to break the fuck out of this house. hence apartment or not. if i get an apartment, i need a job, a decent job. winn-dixie wont hold over im sure of that, fuck winn-dixie. old people piss me off.
Well, i got Anarchy Online running now. Playing a Adventurer. fucking cool looking class. bryce made his engi tonight, eric is a hobo, few other people i dont know playing. so its pretty cool, something to burn weekday time. adam back to mmorpging. kinda weird. but its all cool :)
Guess im done.
Wish i could grow up to be what you want me to be
Nothing else to do, nothing else to see
I've done it all, i've seen it all
so now i just might take the fall.
Huntsville isn't as much as it seems
Nothing to do here but finish the dreams
dreaming of moving to another place
vanish from this city without a trace
leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before my eyes
i want to remember all your sighs
If i fall i'll miss you the most
i'll be back as your assigned ghost
so pray that i don't fall
so i don't lose it all
I live with nothing to love
rememberance of a dream of a white dove
whispered in my ear said good luck
took a deep breath as the clock struck
i got to get up its time to wake
alarm went off, open my eyes as they ache
6:00 AM in the morning
got dressed as i took warning
need to make it nowhere on time
the nothing i feel is in its prime
i'll lay my head back down for rest
sleep away all my stress, as you suggest
eyes are shut, pitch black
sleeping so well, finally alone
not going to wake, not looking back
dreaming about not being known
Hate the shit that's on my shoulders
feel like unwanted heavy boulders
i can't move with them around
i look up at you, as your frowned
I guess it all just pushed me to the edge
so i look afraid of the ledge
its a big fall and ill take the chance
here i go, taking my stance
jumping off with nothing to care
as i look back i see you stare
my body wont make it, but my soul will
so i pray as i stumble down the hill.
No Named Poem by ME? :P
Now the poem is transformed into a Song.
here goes nothing.
Wish i could grow up to be what you want me to be
Nothing else to do, nothing else to see
I've done it all, i've seen it all
so now i just might take the fall.
Huntsville isn't as much as it seems
Nothing to do here but finish the dreams
dreaming of moving to another place
vanish from this city without a trace
leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
If i fall i'll miss you the most
i'll be back as your assigned ghost
so pray that i don't fall
so i don't lose it all
I live with nothing to love
rememberance of a dream of a white dove
whispered in my ear and said good luck
took a deep breath as the clock struck
(AND I) leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
i got to get up its time to wake
alarm went off, open my eyes as they ache
6:00 AM in the morning
got dressed as i took warning
need to make it nowhere on time
the nothing i feel is in its prime
i'll lay my head back down for rest
sleep away all my stress, as YOU SUGGEST
eyes are shut, pitch black
sleeping so well, finally alone
not going to wake, not looking back
dreaming about NOT BEING KNOWN
(AS I)leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
Hate the shit that's on my shoulders
feel like unwanted heavy boulders
i can't move with them around
i look up at you, as you frowned
I guess it all just pushed me to the edge
so i look afraid of the ledge
its a big fall and ill take the chance
here i go, taking my stance
WILL I leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
jumping off with nothing to care
as i look back i see you stare
my body wont make it, but my soul will
so i pray as i stumble down the hill.
I WILL TRY...........
THEN I'LL......
DIE.....
leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
I'm not worthless, i'm not pointless, i'm not a faggot, i'm not all about myself, i'm not about looks, i'm not about outside appearance, i'm not about hair color, i'm not about shoes, i'm not about clothes, i'm not about cars, i'm not about smarts, i'm not about pasts thoughts, i'm not about past feelings, i'm not about future thoughts, i'm not about future feelings, i don't care what people think, i don't care what people feel, i don't care about things you say, i hate inconsiderate people, i hate unhappy people, i hate people who think down apon thereself, i hate people who act how other people want them to act, i hate people who care only and for thereself, i love personality, i love people who love thereself, i love people who don't care what you have to say, i love people who no matter what will look up on things with positive attitudes, i love people who although are smart don't care if they are or not, i love people who have hobbies in which are nerdy stupid retarded faggotish but yet cool to me, i love people who aren't afraid to love.
With that being said, Did you really think you knew me? I have alot more inside of me, and i can keep listing. You Don't know me, and i don't want you to know me. my life is for myself, i won't let you in unless i actually care for you or love you more than should be. i won't tell you about my personal life, i won't tell you about anything. You don't deserve it. i hate you for everything. i can live my life without you, and i'll do so.
Judgmental people turn me off, i hate people who think they can judge you. Incoming new Tattoo like my brothers. big cross ( Only God can Judge Me.
I might not look it, i might not show it. but i believe in Jesus, i believe. I don't care, it's needed to be said, and you need to fuckin get some bible schooling going cuz the world is worthless shit. And thru-n-thru-out Jesus forgives. You say your lonely, you say you have nothing, and yet you don't look inside yourself to see the most important part. Fuck fighting, fuck drugs, fuck the stupid bullshit people pull. Atleast he is there for you thru-out ANYTHING. and if you dont pray, believe, trust, have faith. then you have nothing, and you'll always be nothing.
Time is really flying by now. few months and i'll be 18, INC GIRLS GONE WILD VIDEO'S WOOOOOO. might - mightnot get an apartment. hate living with my parents, they make me clean all their shit, run around and do their bullshit, i never fucking do anything downstairs EVER, and i clean everything they fucking dirty up. it's fucking gay and i hate it, i have my own garbage can in my room, i take it out by myself, i put all my shit in their, i use plastic plates, plastic cups, plastic forks/spoons. i throw them all away, and yet i do everything. I hate it, i hate not being able to do what i want to do, and i want to break the fuck out of this house. hence apartment or not. if i get an apartment, i need a job, a decent job. winn-dixie wont hold over im sure of that, fuck winn-dixie. old people piss me off.
Well, i got Anarchy Online running now. Playing a Adventurer. fucking cool looking class. bryce made his engi tonight, eric is a hobo, few other people i dont know playing. so its pretty cool, something to burn weekday time. adam back to mmorpging. kinda weird. but its all cool :)
Guess im done.
Wish i could grow up to be what you want me to be
Nothing else to do, nothing else to see
I've done it all, i've seen it all
so now i just might take the fall.
Huntsville isn't as much as it seems
Nothing to do here but finish the dreams
dreaming of moving to another place
vanish from this city without a trace
leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before my eyes
i want to remember all your sighs
If i fall i'll miss you the most
i'll be back as your assigned ghost
so pray that i don't fall
so i don't lose it all
I live with nothing to love
rememberance of a dream of a white dove
whispered in my ear said good luck
took a deep breath as the clock struck
i got to get up its time to wake
alarm went off, open my eyes as they ache
6:00 AM in the morning
got dressed as i took warning
need to make it nowhere on time
the nothing i feel is in its prime
i'll lay my head back down for rest
sleep away all my stress, as you suggest
eyes are shut, pitch black
sleeping so well, finally alone
not going to wake, not looking back
dreaming about not being known
Hate the shit that's on my shoulders
feel like unwanted heavy boulders
i can't move with them around
i look up at you, as your frowned
I guess it all just pushed me to the edge
so i look afraid of the ledge
its a big fall and ill take the chance
here i go, taking my stance
jumping off with nothing to care
as i look back i see you stare
my body wont make it, but my soul will
so i pray as i stumble down the hill.
No Named Poem by ME? :P
Now the poem is transformed into a Song.
here goes nothing.
Wish i could grow up to be what you want me to be
Nothing else to do, nothing else to see
I've done it all, i've seen it all
so now i just might take the fall.
Huntsville isn't as much as it seems
Nothing to do here but finish the dreams
dreaming of moving to another place
vanish from this city without a trace
leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
If i fall i'll miss you the most
i'll be back as your assigned ghost
so pray that i don't fall
so i don't lose it all
I live with nothing to love
rememberance of a dream of a white dove
whispered in my ear and said good luck
took a deep breath as the clock struck
(AND I) leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
i got to get up its time to wake
alarm went off, open my eyes as they ache
6:00 AM in the morning
got dressed as i took warning
need to make it nowhere on time
the nothing i feel is in its prime
i'll lay my head back down for rest
sleep away all my stress, as YOU SUGGEST
eyes are shut, pitch black
sleeping so well, finally alone
not going to wake, not looking back
dreaming about NOT BEING KNOWN
(AS I)leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
Hate the shit that's on my shoulders
feel like unwanted heavy boulders
i can't move with them around
i look up at you, as you frowned
I guess it all just pushed me to the edge
so i look afraid of the ledge
its a big fall and ill take the chance
here i go, taking my stance
WILL I leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS
jumping off with nothing to care
as i look back i see you stare
my body wont make it, but my soul will
so i pray as i stumble down the hill.
I WILL TRY...........
THEN I'LL......
DIE.....
leave all my fears behind
hopefully i don't fall blind
I want to see my life flash before MY EYES
i want to remember all YOUR SIGHS