for muse_shuffle 2.12.10 Hell first class
We're going to hell anyway, let's travel first class - Kaiser Chiefs - ‘Saturday Night’
Kissing the other man, he knew that he was making a mistake, he knew that this wasn't going to end well. Last time he had fallen for the taken man, he had ended up heart broken when his lover went back to his wife. But like any good junkie, he went back to what he was addicted to. The pain of rejection, the pleasure of the kisses, and the ache and slowly cooling sheets when he left him.
With that kiss he opened the flood gates, shoved out of the peace of heaven, he tumbled head first, straight to the hell of heartache and uncertainty. Marty had just died, his life snatched away from Adam right when he had begun to fall for the other man, and now, sitting on the couch with the older man who had rejected him months earlier - Adam felt like an asshole.
For a moment he considered pulling back, telling the other man that he couldn't do this, that he would have to leave. But when Adam opened his eyes and caught sight of the half naked man under him, he let out a low, painful groan. That was all he needed, he fell back into his embrace. Adam was never very good with resisting temptation, even if it was going to kill him in the end.
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Kissing the other man, he knew that he was making a mistake, he knew that this wasn't going to end well. Last time he had fallen for the taken man, he had ended up heart broken when his lover went back to his wife. But like any good junkie, he went back to what he was addicted to. The pain of rejection, the pleasure of the kisses, and the ache and slowly cooling sheets when he left him.
With that kiss he opened the flood gates, shoved out of the peace of heaven, he tumbled head first, straight to the hell of heartache and uncertainty. Marty had just died, his life snatched away from Adam right when he had begun to fall for the other man, and now, sitting on the couch with the older man who had rejected him months earlier - Adam felt like an asshole.
For a moment he considered pulling back, telling the other man that he couldn't do this, that he would have to leave. But when Adam opened his eyes and caught sight of the half naked man under him, he let out a low, painful groan. That was all he needed, he fell back into his embrace. Adam was never very good with resisting temptation, even if it was going to kill him in the end.
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