Bad Dreams!
The past few nights I have been going to bed earlier than usual and having pretty nasty nightmares. I have mastered somewhat lucid dreaming patterns so that I can at least control them. Let's see. Sunday night I had several dreams but I can only remember the last one. It seemed to be a recurring dream. I dreamed that I was sitting at my desk but I got the feeling that I was being watched. I turned around and saw an eye watching my from behind the ventilation grate. It was an odd looking eye.. most definitely human.. My mind shifted to me drawing the eye in amazing detail. The iris was blue... I'd say a pale almost baby powder blue. The eye wasn't detached or anything but I could only see part of the face behind the grate. I looked down and say a mouth. The lips were an odd almost salmon color and the odd thing is that the mouth was turned sideways in the lower ventilation grate. Anyways I ran outside and found that I was at my Uncle's house. I had a previous dream here. Anyways it was dark and how you imagine those Halloween scenes are with the swirling clouds and howling winds. Anyways this pure white wall appears out of nowhere but I realize that it is stained with blood... lots of blood. Where the blood is centralized there is a pulse... like a heartbeat. I know right away that this isn't good. The wall spews out some blood and it starts to form a creature. I forget what the creature looked like even. I know it had tentacles and it wrapped them around my wrists. I think deep down that the only thing that will save me is a lightning bolt. A lightning bolt comes out of nowhere and strikes the creature dead and it turns into a (ugh....) scabby statue. Then I woke up.
Last night I had a terrifying dream.. It was similar to ones I had before about me seeing things but no one believing me. Anyways It started out with me visiting someone in this underground dungeon or jail. I looked in the next cell and there were these 2 young girls. One girl was the girl who drowned in the well (in the movie "The Ring"). She always has creeped me out. There was a prettier girl behind her dressed in white. It seemed at first like "The Ring" girl was protecting her. I speak to them and everyone is like "No one is there". Frankly at that point I am scared I see them everywhere and I walk into the elevator and they are both in there. They never say anything but they stare at me... (You can't see "The Ring" girl's face but that was freaky in itself. The elevator takes me to this big shopping mall (Who the Heck builds a shopping mall over a jail?). I look around a little and the girls are still following me. I walk into one store and up really high I see the girl dressed in white hang herself (with the help of "The Ring" girl. I just see her hanging there lifeless (not that the girl in white was alive before). Anyways apparently I have a knife and I lunge and try to cut "The Ring" girl's head off. Everyone in the mall is freaking out because they can't the ghosts... I forget how it ends. It was a nasty dream anyways... I hate sleeping.
Today the PostMaster was telling about getting a large screen Hi-Def TV and new furniture and here I am thinking that I can't even afford the toe surgery I need. I technically haven't told anyone that I need the surgery yet. Funds are so tight that I will wait awhile. My toe isn't too badly infected yet. Might go up to Dr. Cindy even though I still owe them tons of money and see if she will work on it. I have a genetic/chronic condition in which I get ingrown toenails. They will always in-grow well... not the right. I had the right big toe nail taken off and the roots killed. I just need my left big toe worked on. Used to cost $52 dollars at my old doctor's office. It would be $92 though if they prescribed any medication. I can still walk so I haven't let this one go like the other one. The last one (on my right) became gangrene infested and I came close to losing my toe. I'll be bale to pay the clinic... I just hate being in debt... So many wealthy people in this little burg. Hell would freeze over if they ever helped me. For a tiny rural friendly town... It doesn't live up to its reputation.
Last night I had a terrifying dream.. It was similar to ones I had before about me seeing things but no one believing me. Anyways It started out with me visiting someone in this underground dungeon or jail. I looked in the next cell and there were these 2 young girls. One girl was the girl who drowned in the well (in the movie "The Ring"). She always has creeped me out. There was a prettier girl behind her dressed in white. It seemed at first like "The Ring" girl was protecting her. I speak to them and everyone is like "No one is there". Frankly at that point I am scared I see them everywhere and I walk into the elevator and they are both in there. They never say anything but they stare at me... (You can't see "The Ring" girl's face but that was freaky in itself. The elevator takes me to this big shopping mall (Who the Heck builds a shopping mall over a jail?). I look around a little and the girls are still following me. I walk into one store and up really high I see the girl dressed in white hang herself (with the help of "The Ring" girl. I just see her hanging there lifeless (not that the girl in white was alive before). Anyways apparently I have a knife and I lunge and try to cut "The Ring" girl's head off. Everyone in the mall is freaking out because they can't the ghosts... I forget how it ends. It was a nasty dream anyways... I hate sleeping.
Today the PostMaster was telling about getting a large screen Hi-Def TV and new furniture and here I am thinking that I can't even afford the toe surgery I need. I technically haven't told anyone that I need the surgery yet. Funds are so tight that I will wait awhile. My toe isn't too badly infected yet. Might go up to Dr. Cindy even though I still owe them tons of money and see if she will work on it. I have a genetic/chronic condition in which I get ingrown toenails. They will always in-grow well... not the right. I had the right big toe nail taken off and the roots killed. I just need my left big toe worked on. Used to cost $52 dollars at my old doctor's office. It would be $92 though if they prescribed any medication. I can still walk so I haven't let this one go like the other one. The last one (on my right) became gangrene infested and I came close to losing my toe. I'll be bale to pay the clinic... I just hate being in debt... So many wealthy people in this little burg. Hell would freeze over if they ever helped me. For a tiny rural friendly town... It doesn't live up to its reputation.