Apr 20, 2005 21:51
/the early bird catches pneumonia/
i woke up early today (9:30am!!) and then went back to sleep until 12:30pm (which is still quite early for me) at which time i got ready as i do and headed to work.
/burn down the office/
im beginning to despise my place of work more and more every day. i wanted nothing more today than to just go home. hang out with someone, play guitar. maybe even work a different job. i dunno, its fucking lame.i honestly feel like harry potter in there sometimes...in the sense that he is held at a double standard thru out most of the stories. why am i talking about harry potter?! ...because i love him.
/confusing the fuck/
the silence between someone and me right now is so loud i cant think. maybe thats why i am hating work, cuz i feel like im missing out on something while i am there...hmm...no i definitely hate this job for more reasons. but this added stress aint helping. i think i should just chill out, and go with it, see where it leads me, stop trying to have all the answers immediately...cuz that definitely kills the spontaneity. more about this soon.
/sing sing sing/
im about to head out to Uncle Joe's bar in Jersey City, NJ to play a show at midnite. this was definitely Brock's idea, but hopefully it will be a fun experience. i just shaved and need a beard trimmer so i stop ripping my face apart. i am disgusting sometimes. most of the time. ok fine i am the prime minister of grossville. but you know what, hopefully with some luck i can get voted out of office soon and start my true love.