hot shit
dude wow, i just realized again right now how much i love tools music. i actually had a really long talk with devin about it. nobody else around here appreciates tool like i do, and chase isn't here, chad is always not around and i dunno where the fuck seth is, but devin likes tool just as much as me. that's rad. i probably sounded a little weird because i was soo soo tired, and i was listening to tool and drifting off. but it was cool talking to someone who understands. but it's true, i do love tool. no matter how many times i've listen to all their songs, everytime is like my first time hearing a single. i get excited. i ignore everything around me and just focus on the music. it's so beautiful, so loud, like if they're right there with me, singing to me. it's just me and tools music. nobody else, like i'm in my own world, and nobody can get it. and i'm like, wow...how did this happen. maynards voice, wow, omg, so awesome. his voice goes so well with the music, he knows what he's talking about when he sings. and justin, i imagine him swaying to the music, sometimes i just focus on the drums and listen, fucking bliss. and although adam plays with no emotion, he gives me so much. i must be the luckiest person in the world to realize how great they are. nobody understands. people think bands gotta go crazy on stage and really interact with the crowd, but a good band doesn't need to do shit to make you think, make you feel the music. a good band can go on a completely dark stage and play their hearts out without relating to the crowd much and still get their point across. the days i saw tool live, were certainly some of the best days of my life. do you realize how many people don't get to see them live, because they're either busy with life or don't know of their greatness which makes me feel even more luckier to experience them live, wow. it's like sex. when i listen to tool at night, like in the salival version of pushit when maynard tells you to close your eyes...it's like a whole new world. anything bad that has happened is all forgotten because it didn't really mean shit from the beginning, it's happened and it's over. tool makes things better. they can start the party, help you sleep, help you get over a lost one, it's like therapy. i've become addicted to tools music, like a drug. i crave it every day, and when i get it...i can't get enough. i can't turn them off if i have other music on, i want tool. i want it more. it's so awesome. seriously, tool inspires me. it's like it's just the music and i, the salival version of pushit...wow. fucking wow. this shit can make you orgasm, and when it's done live...and you experience that, oh my. why is tool so great, i dunno. not everybody appreciates them as much. people think my obsession with them is silly, weird. but they don't know. it's all subtle, but eventually you'll get it. sometimes i do think i'm a little bit weird for liking something so much, but that's how i am. i don't like many things as much, so the few things i do like...i really like and you'll know it. and tool just happens to be one of the few.