Sep 30, 2009 21:47
oh i, my my
i can't really help it, i don't think
i'm just not like i used to be, i think.
i don't feel much at all, these things don't hurt me
they don't talk at all.
like goddamn hell i'm going to make the right decisions, when i can no longer even delegate amongst my selfs.
i think
(okay)
that the best thing i could possibly do is create as much music as i can.
which doesn't come easy.
but i wouldn't have thought that everything else would have left as easy.
now i'm going to try and write a letter back to an old friend of mine,
who happens to be one of the most honest, accepting and appreciative persons i've ever met.
oh. most girls are so damn boring.
i hope i eat those words.